I just wanted to make one thing clear.... I have not given up on her. I love her unconditionally and always will. She lives in Florida. I am handicapped/ill and have problems with mobility and strength. I am not, at this time, able to go there to see her. I want so much to hold my "baby" in my arms. I want to give her the support and uplifting she needs. I want to be her mother, not in name, but in actions.

I would love to take her from Florida and bring her here to Texas, but I live in HUD-assisted apartments and they won't allow ex-cons or drug user to occupy these facilities. I can't afford to move into a regular priced apt. as I am on disability and the pay won't allow it.

I just need to get together what I can and see her and see if there is ANYTHING that is a long-term answer/solution for my baby. Yes, I call her my baby. She always will be just that to me!

Later all....